In a similar situation. Don't take a dream as more than it is- it's a dream. It doesn't mean you like him more than you thought you did.
You KNOW how much you like him, just need to accpept that. Because your both shy, maybe have a friend of yours or a mutual friend find out what he thinks of you. Otherwise, be yourself.
No seriously- don't try to change your personality for him. Good luck (.
You'll undoubtedly go to jail if done successfully. You won't be able to do it without a great understanding of computer science. You're going up against the defenses of people with masters in computer science.
No matter what ads you'll see about "Hacking into a facebook account". If you don't know anything about computer science and DO manage to break in, you'll end up in jail for leaving your IP on their servers... Find a passion in life. Forget about the girl.
It's better and healthier for you this way....
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.