I'm female and transsexual. I'm thinking of taking the next step and having the bottom surgery" Slow down. First of all you would be a transsexual man.
A transsexual man is a man who was born into a female body, but he was never a woman, his brain has always been male. A primer on transsexualism: http://forum.beginninglifeforums.com/ind... If that sounds like you then the "next step" would be seeing a gender therapist for an evaluation; a list of some can be found here: http://www.DrBecky.com/therapists.html One doesn't just decide on day to get surgery, transition (aka "sex change") is a long, expensive, medically monitored process that takes years to accomplish. Bottom surgery is but the last physical step of that process.
You can read more about surgery and many other topics on this page: http://www.FtMGuide.org You might also find these online support sites useful: .
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