If you take your kinkiness out of it... you may find that you get taken more seriously! Why are you publishing this on a writing site.. when if it were a REAL situation then you would merely go to a doctor! Clearly, you are looking for a self gratification beyond what you are claiming here!
As I said... Kinker!
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.