Angry christians, do you really believe you can witness with rude and angry comments?

God loves you, and there are solutions to your problems. The best thing you can do for yourself is make a daily habit of reading the Bible, especially the New Testament; but also the Psalms. Listen to some videos by a lady who can help you learn how to deal with your thoughts.......... http://www.google.com/search?q=joyce+mey...

Feeling guilty or worthless for a good chunk of time usually stems from something else going on in your life that you are struggling with. Sounds like you are using religion as a means to cope and sometimes that does help for others. But if you find that that is not helping you perhpas you need to explore other things (i.e.

Talking to a non-religious counselor). Until you feel you can approach your religion and deal with it. I know when most people are down and out and depressed sometimes it's hard to find things, even things that you are suppose to love to help motivate us.

You should see postpardum mothers, they are suppose to love their babies and the experience but deep down feel broken and guess what? That's just the depression they are going through and they can get through it. It does sound like you have some things in your past and present that may be the cause of these feelings that is even causing you to feel unmotivated by your own religion, and that's ok.

You will get through it. You need to find somene to talk to that makes you feel heard that's all. I don't see any reason for you to change your religion especially during this time.

I'm a Christian as well but I know a lot about people and mental healthcare, you will get through this. The human mind can over-come a lot. In dealing with Christianity and your guilt: The Christian teaching is that the Lord, Jesus Christ loves you no matter what, even if you dislike yourself.

You are accepted no matter what. And it may feel that others are "better Christians" as you put because at the moment they have the strength to talk you as a friend. You would probably do the same for them if you were feeling well enough.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.