The get an abortion was not a joke. Sure you believed it, but it was real. Why does he have sex with you and comes in you, because he does not care about the outcome.
What ever happens will be your problem. What you should do, if you want to be with this guy, is get on an Oral contraceptive. That way you can control your fertility and not get pregnant from a guy who does not care.... Sorry.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.