Buy a used yamaha clavinova...the action's great and you can probably get one for $400...if you can't afford that just go to the music rooms at the school if they have them...I used to walk in all the time and play and if someone that had reserved the room came along I'd politely...a smaller keyboard without touch sensitive is not worth it...believe me I tried it...they're a waste of time.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.