Why do you want to live so bad when you could be basking in the afterglow of god... oh thats right, you're trying to put of being a slave as long as possible. Think about it, if there is a god, sure you have free will and all, but to break his rules you are damned for all eternity... sounds like slavery to me... doesn't it. To be anything less than God in the afterlife is to be a slave.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.