That's very sad. God made you as a lesbian. You should celebrate that.
Don't try to change how God made you. You need a good therapist. But not from the conversion therapy crowd because that doesn't work and causes great harm.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.