You'll get it back when you deserve it , get better grades , study harder , help around the house without being asked to ( by cleaning your room , doing the dishes , offer to help with laundry or once in a while just vacuum and dust the house 0 and you will get it back sooner than you will by just doing nothing and hoping you get it back.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.