Fleeting thoughts are just that -- flaming darts of the enemy that we are to quench, and move on in faith. If you have committed the unpardonable sin, you will not care. So take courage from the fact that what happened bothers you, and realize it is (just) a trick of the enemy to get you down.
Don't let it. Forgive me. Orthodox.
1. No, that's not the unforgivable sin. 2.
No he doesn't, but if he existed he obviously would since he would be Omniscient. 3. No, but if he existed he obviously would since he would be Omniscient.
4. No, but if he existed he would forgive you if the Bible accurately portrays his nature. 5.
You can't know unless there's some evidence shown to you. I'd recommend just taking it on faith as you obviously have in regard to his existence. Also, if you believe that the Bible is true, then the idea that Jesus gets his power from Satan is obviously not true.
The story of the Pharisees questioning this fact is written in the Bible, and the only reason that you would have to even believe that the story is true, is if you believe the Bible is true, and if the Bible is true, then so are the parts that contradict the Pharisees claim. See what a little logic can do? Now stop making yourself sick over literally nothing.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.