God made you unique. There is no one like you that brings to this world what you do. Have you prayed for you to find what His will is?
He knows us better than we know ourselves and He wants to bring good things to those who love Him. Honestly talk about how you are feeling with someone that you trust. Sometimes depression has a purely physical cause, such as lack of sunshine not getting us the vitamin D we need.
A doctor can help you sort out if there is a medical/nutritional deficit causing the depression. It is hard to think clearly while depressed, so reaching out for help is a good step. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Number 1-800-273-8255 You are in prayers here to find the joy in your life.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.