I will say this to you because I know no one will... You are perfect just the way you are, you don't need to change your body because you are dissatisfied about it, none of us are truly happy with what we've been given but you need to appreciate what you got. What defines you is your passions, talents, how you deal with situations and how you deal with people, because ultimately, that is you. Not your appearance, not what you perceive as masculine and feminime, those are all superficial, these things don't last.
But the person you make yourself out to be is what you'll be left with in the end, and I want you to think about that. Will you happy with yourself when the material things are taken away?
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.