Do some cymbals have to be broken in or warmed up maybe?

It is really hard to judge any instrument by youtube videos. I use the Sabian HH and AA line and they are incredible. They are expensive, but worth it.

The best advice I can give is try to sell what you have and buy those. Been playing these same cymbals since 1986 and still love them.

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