Oh Honey, You're not ugly. Those people who told you that had no right. You should have bit back at them and not have let yourself get to where you feel this way about yourself.
There is nothing more sad than a person who doesn't care what comes out of their mouth. Know you are truly beautiful. If you do not believe you are beautiful on the outside, then be the beautiful you wish to be on the inside.
I promise you it will make up for the feelings you have about yourself.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.