Surround yourself with positive people, and stop thinking too hard.
Without Jesus you are unworthy so accept Jesus in your heart and be redeemed and come boldly to the throne of grace that Jesus paid for you to have.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.