It is only natural to consider that perhaps your attitudes and beliefs caused your disease. This is not true. Disease and illness are complex matters and there is often no way to know why some people get ill and others don't.
Chronic illnesses like irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) are far too complex to simply attribute their development to psychological stress or bad attitudes. You may participate in some activities that predispose you to illness or disease, but you do not cause your disease. Do not blame yourself.
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