Eh you're not a loser. You sound like a nice kids who's surrounded by idiots. I was bullied and picked on in high school.
Never really fit in the "in crowd" and believe it or not I was a good student, even participated in extra curricular activities (even was a cheerleader believe it or not). But never got asked out and everyone made fun me including my so called friends. I wanted to drop out twice and probably should have (now that my life's an utter mess).
But I worked hard because I. Thought I would get rewarded in the end and be happy. Unfortunately no such luck.
I'm jobless and waster 4 years at college to be forced to drop out because I couldn't afford it after my dad died and now I spend most of my days taking care of my sick mother whom y family feels should be put in a nursing home. But in once since I'm happy I was picked on bullied. It made a stronger person during college and I could speak up for myself and say how I felt without caring.
I also turned bitter and into a ***** but can't blame me, people make you who you are as you grow older. I have never had a boyfriend or a reasonable date and I'm 25. Now the only offers I get is to be a ******** vacuum or a walking talking one night only sex toy.
Life sucks, I won't sugar coat it and tell you one day this will happen and that will occur and unicorn farts and butterflies. That's all bullshit. Some of us are meant to be strong and other are meant to be weak.
Others are meant to find love and others aren't. Just learn to be contented. And stop giving yourself to people too much.
My dad did the same thing and barely anyone came to his funeral. That's sad to me. Think about what's best for you and only you.
There won't be anybody else to treat you as good as you will treat yourself ok! Keep that head up and if you have to start a blog or something and write down how you feel ^_^. Or find something that you know will please and make you happy and it's something to look forward to ok.
Okay, Chandler... stop being so damned nice to everyone! When you're at school, plug your mp3 player into some Radiohead and chill out by yourself. By trying to be likeable, you're making yourself a target for bullies, who assume you have low self esteem.
Try the following 1) Get a different hairstyle, prefferably short with hairgel. 2) Wear a piece of jewellary, like a bracelet or neck chain. 3) Do 50 push-ups every morning, before breakfast.
4) Do 100 sit-ups every morning, before breakfast. Life sucks enough already without you sucking at it. Keep your grades up and you'll be employing the 'tards who are bullying you.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.