All PCMatic and services like them do is run an AV/Malware scan, and then use a utility similar to CCleaner. These are things that you can do for yourself for free + an hour or two of your time.
I don't think it was, since you were refunded for doing something completely stupid you will ultimately do it again.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.