Feeling helpless and a burden. Am I overreacting by feeling this way?

Also you could have a high thryroid level. I mean this is a doctor that needs to check on this. And kids love to get there hands on adderol because it mimics meth.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.