By having me ask the question you start to get nervous. Why do you want this perfect boyfriend who doesn't have sex with anybody other than you? You should realize that he is human and also has weaknesses.
He has probably had sex and MAY be having sex right now. I'm sorry for your pain!
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.