This is a no win situation no matter how much you try this girl is going to keep pushing you away since she already said she don't. Find a nice woman that can stick with you and not give up women like this are not the kind of women you don't want to be in a Relationship with trust me ive been around enough of them to know first hand.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.