From your answer, I have cut and pasted the following, "I still have these few questions but I'm afraid of asking an elder because they'll think that I'm losing faith or that ive been reading stuff that I'm not allowed to read. " What kind of stuff are you not allowed to read? You should be allowed to read anything and then to determine by the Word of God if it is true or not.
Jesus said, "Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth.” How will you know what is the truth if you don't see all sides of the argument?
I follow the Bible, not a denomination. How will you see that something is a lie if you don't see the truth? Calmly read the following--------The reason the JW organization doesn't want you reading other people's writings is they are concerned that you will find some of their teachings to be false.
Trust in Jesus and seek the truth always. Jesus said, "I am the way the truth and the life". Ask God to have the Holy Spirit give you the truth.
John 16:13 But when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on His own; He will speak only what He hears, and He will tell you what is yet to come. NIV May God Bless You Always.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.