. So, you have the capacity to make yourself hysterical, and you consider this to be evidence of the paranormal? Who's the one not being serious here?
You're letting your subconscious imagination run away with you--why imagine it's anything more than that? You decided that you were going to talk to spirits, and now your interpreting virtually anything, including your own emotional instability (no offense, but that's what you described) as evidence that you have. That's pretty much irrational by definition.
Sorry, you aren't talking to spirits, only to yourself.
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