When your partner with bipolar disorder is often sick, it's hard to keep your attraction alive. If they are depressed and no longer take care of themselves or if they gain a lot of weight due to medications, it's natural that your feelings may change as much as your partner has changed. You're not a saint, and it's normal if you're not attracted to your partner when they're sick.
No one expects that of you, except your partner. This is where matters become complicated. Your partner needs your affection because they have been ill.
You don't feel attracted to your partner because they have been ill. The good news is that this situation doesn't have to be permanent. What you have to do is help your partner get better so that your attraction can return.
If you were attracted to your partner before, you can be attracted to your partner again.
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