Your facing a hard fact now. You need to do other things go out with friends. Try not to dwell on her.
Losing someone your in love with is a hard thing. Try to be positve. I hope all goes well for you Denjord 59 months ago.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.