Clearly she said "Why don't you do it" because she expected you to either say no or actually do it and see what she was in for. Not all women (or men even) like the consumption of sperm. The more fertile the man is the thicker the seminal fluid is leaving that sticky mucus sensation in the back of the throat not to mention they may not like the taste either.
Over all she clearly is saying she doesn't enjoy this but you keep pressuring her into doing it. Doesn't matter if you got over swallowing yourself it bothers her and makes her not enjoy oral sex with you. You really like knowing that?
She is dreading oral sex because you don't respect how she feels that means she isn't doing anything to the highest standards as she could be. Not in the mood is a safe assumption as well. I know I swallowed my husband's sperm once for the very first ******** I ever gave him and it was on his birthday and I know I did not like it.
Hate is a strong word I just know it made me uncomfortable I like the idea of consuming him but I dislike how it makes my throat feel despite how much I drink and everything else I was open with him about it and he hasn't bothered me about it. I know he still likes the idea of wanting me to swallow it's something most people enjoy the thought of but he warns me when he's about to release and I switch to manual stimulation to avoid anything in my mouth but I'm open to it going other places but that's for another topic now isn't it. Stop pressuring her if she doesn't like it leave it at that and find other forms of sex enjoyable fine a new place to *** on like her chest, face, butt who knows all options are limitless depending on her personality.
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