He's either embarrassed or has been carrying on an affair of his own. This is sad because most ED cases are treatable. While I can certainly understand your desperation, I have no sympathy for anyone who seeks out an affair.
Does your husband know you can't go on like this? Maybe if he knew he was risking losing you, it would be different. Either tell your husband he needs to address this problem or you're gone, or get divorced.
An affair is not the answer.
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