You do need to be a member of a coven to be a witch, or be initiated by someone higher up. There are some reputable books on the subject of solitary witches, and how to make the most of your Practice when you are on your own (after all, it is not uncommon to be the "only wiccan in the village. " However one needs to be intiated by a lineaged Wiccan, and then leave the coven to be a solitary wiccan.
Furthermore it is traditional to wait a year and a day before initiation I urge you to continue your study of Wicca. If you are drawn to the Lord and Lady and are most comfortable with a religion which honors fertility and sex, then as your actions naturally align themselves with the tenets of Wicca, then you are not quite a witch yet. You still need to be initiated.
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