Don't worry just go get it checked out. I get water cysts and I would not go to the doctor for a couple years. I was so worried could not sleep.etc. finally I went to the doctor and its just water cysts, nothing to worry about.
Funny thing is after I got it checked out it went away. Meditate on clearing yourself from worry and anxiety and ask for healing. The power of positive thinking works.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.