How to live with the guilt of having no guilt? Having done unspeakable things but feel no remorse? As if all morality is just man-made(It is?

You're only 22 and you are giving up on life?! You are still VERY young. Don't give up yet!

You are still living and breathing! You are not in your 40s not even in your 50s. Take a step back and see what you can do from where you are.

Success doesn't have to happen overnight. Don't give up.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.