How will cope without having a mom?

I know all about this, but the boyfriend in this scenario was my father. He was abusive, and cruel for many years. I never saw the light at the end of the tunnel.

When I finally was old enough to move out, it had a lot of repercussions. Low self esteem, heavy drinking, sleeping with pretty much anyone. The good news is I finally got it together, and so did my dad.

Now we're on good terms. Do yourself a favor and skip the low self esteem part. It sounds crazy, but try to find humor in it.

A dark humor. Write down stories about it. Know that this is a very small part of your life chronologically, but one that will shape you - for better or for worse.

Which, is up to you. I hope it's for the better.

God is testing us to care about everyone purely love g8d and love good people who care whr its tough. Huggy if you can tell this to them too so thy know their goals. It may be thry have lost this and don't lskit sound insulting.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.