You can't blame him for your poor income. You need to take responsibility for your own life choices. Working as a substitute teacher that also barely brings in any income is a personal choice you made.
Just because you are female doesn't mean you are any more responsible for the kids, income and house than he his. It's not easy to find another job. What he's doing or not doing around the house is a whole other issue.
As long as he is looking he needs your support, not your resentment.
It's his, he's lying his azz off. My husband was a truck driver too. There isn't any way he's making that little money.
Not only that, but there is currently a deficit of thirty thousand truck drivers. If he's not getting a job it's because he isn't looking. Literally every barn here has a sign out asking for CDL drivers.
Sounds to me like he's either lying to you or has someone on the side he's paying for. Any of the major companies have online applications. If you find a union job he'll be getting more like fifty to seventy thousand a year.
Not a hundred a week. Wise up. He's lying.
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