I am very scared of falling in love? (I have social anxiety and anxiety)?

No, all men are not egotistical jerks. I know I'm not even though I'm not perfect. My male friends are pretty decent guys as well...and also imperfect.

I think you need to take a more positive outlook on life and examine what you might be doing that attracts these clowns. I'm NOT saying you're to blame but a small behaviour modification on your part will probably bring improved results. Try to look at life as something other than a train wreck and have some self belief.

There are definitely awesome guys around, you just never give the ma chance and always assume that they are going to be one way but than again you sound like you a real pain in the azz to guys just because they are guys and you think its your right to be that way well go ahead and hate you HATER, go ahead and be another fat worthless lesbian who just sits around all day complaining. We don't really care as long as we don't have to deal with you.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.