I cant it anymore, I just wanna die :(?

Go to a church and tell the pastor you need counseling.. it's free and a lot better than the advice you'll get from a psychologist..

Hun you BEAUTIFUL AWESOME young lady=D! STOP thinking about what can happen tomorrow can worry about itself don't stress on things that havnt even happend because all your doing is attracting negative things to your life..just think positively! YES you do have the power to control your thoughts I used to be negative and perverse and always look at the down side of things but Jesus opened my eyes and made me aware to a whole new perspective now I see life as the gift that it is our life is sooo precious please hun don't hurt yourself you ROCK!

Never forget that if you want you can email me at [email protected] (we can talk about your feelings if you want ill be more than happy to talk things through with you).

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.