I felt everything you said and it has made me realize my anger my anger is so bad that I take it?

We all can get angry at times and most of the time it is something we can control with proper guidance. I used to have a temper but with prayer, healing with sounds, eating better, exercise, saying positive affirmations, etc. You will grow out of that and be the great loving person that you are within.It's not easy but it will work. Check out my hub on this and the connecting hubs with this one withing my hub.

I understand where you are coming from, and I think this anger is more of a defense mechanism for being hurt again. I know this is going to sound corny, but I suggest you read the book "The Secret". It's actually a real powerful book, because it's about the law of attraction and it teaches people about gratitude for the the good in their life, and if you reflect on that and not radiate negative energy, the universe will provide happiness for you.It's mainly about concentrating on the good in your life, and not to dwell on the bad.

By doing that, it's not only a waste of energy but it's not accomplishing anything. I would really suggest you get a copy of that. And also to just know that you do have people in your life that want you to be happy, but you have to look within yourself and know what good qualities you have.

And as long as you're okay with who you are as a person, then finding love from someone else will come naturally.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.