I HATE, HATE, HATE school!?

Hey! I don't want to hurt you or make you offended in anything I say in this. I once was just like you not long ago.

Even walking down a hallway would want to make me burst in tears for no reason. Sounds like you don't really like the people around you. But you don't want to be alone so you deal with it.

Those people in your life are toxic. They are slowly day by day killing your self worth and you know it but don't want to accept it. I know you don't want to be alone.

I know you want to be that pretty girl who gets all the guys and who everyone is attracted to. Its sad that todays TV shows that. I grew up thinking that.

Reality is sad. But before I ramble about that. Let me try to even out my words in a simpler way.

STEPS ON HOW TO FIX YOUR LIFE (cheesy I know) 1. Remove your toxic friends. I can hear your whining through the screen.

I know,I know they are the only friends you have I know I once was there. But they are partially the reason why things are so tough for you. How do you remove toxic friends?

Go to this link: http://www.quickanddirtytips.com/relatio... And about your parents, if your parents are degrading you, you are 18. You are your own person, go out into the world. Whether that means a small job, community college, or whatever (maybe you are still in high school in that case stick through, I know you can do it).

2. About your beauty. THE FOLLOWING IS ONLY MY OPINION SO AINT NOBODY NEED TO BE OFFENDED HERE.

YOU CAN HAVE YOUR OPINON I CAN HAVE MINE THANKS. I know there are going to be answers saying "everyone is gorgeous". People like to believe that but the truth is inside they judge but on the outside they say stupid pansie things like that which they don't really mean.

So you're 18. Technically that means you're an adult. Make some money.

Get a job, babysitting, I don't really know. If you get rid of your toxic friends, you can now be your own growing, healthy, confident, independent WOMAN! You go girl xD Treat yourself to giving yourself a makeover.

Go on a shopping spree (if you are broke try a thrift shop or Target has great cheap options) Dye your hair blonde? Brunette? Ombre?

Dark Brown? Whatever! The opportunities are endless.

Buy some makeup, have a spa day, and enjoy the NEW YOU! And about being insecure when the makeup comes off, its okay, basically every girl is dissapointed when the makeup comes off. Thats normal.

If makeup makes you feel confident, go for it! It makes you comfortable. But know that the self without the makeup is the same person.

And other people should except you as the same person,but they don't. Its up to you on how you percieve yourself,not others. 3.

About being bullied and emotionally sensitive, I'd check these links: http://www.helpguide.org/articles/abuse/... http://www.wikihow.com/Overcome-Emotiona... 4. Know that your prince charming is out in the world. And he is in your future!

Your future prince charming wouldn't want you crying or doing things to get stupid boys attention would he? He would want you to be confident in yourself and know that he is coming! His carriage is just in traffic :P So theres probably more than 4 steps and more advice, but I spent a while on this because I care about you and I know what you're going through.

Stay strong and be that independent successful and confident girl I know thats hidden inside you. God bless <33.

When people say stuff about you, just think: Kim Kardashian, who is a very rich and beautiful woman, who a lot of people admire, gets ALOT of hate. If you go on her facebook, literally every picture she posts, gets hate. Even when most people say she's pretty, we can only see negative comments.

But she's still rollin'. And this is the same case with Kylie Jenner. I know they may not be the best examples, but still.

They are very successful. One of the most successful people, but they are also one of the most hated and loved at the same time. Also, I think you should go counselling a couple times :) it'll help!

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.