What I feel is that you should start ignoring your dreams about having relationships with some girl.
Remain single for sum tym & wait for the right girl. The one you c at the end of each of your dreams. The one in purple.
The one with long black hair.
I don't mean that you should start searching for a girl who has long black hair & wearing purple all the time.
But what I exactly mean is that just don't hurry to be in a relationship.
And when you meet the girl,u'll feel that she is the one! The right one for u. U'l get the feeling urself ,a strong feeling.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.