You're so young you have your whole life ahead of you. And if you be patient I guarantee you that whatever problem cause you to want to harm your beautiful soul will be gone...everyone goes through things in life. I'm 24 And I sometimes still think that way as well.
I feel like I missed out on alot of opportunities or experience but I'm not gonna keep beating myself up about it I'm gonna survive and not think about negativity. The more we think things negative that's all we start to see around us. If we think positive we well begin to feel a little better about are selfs and begin to start trying to heal from there..you should try to love yourself more and never give up on yourself no matter what, even if people or anything made you feel like crap.
People talk and gossip about me. I was suicidal for a long time as well I tried to overdose but I survived and the outcome is very dramatic, trust me. I felt like crap after ....
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.