Your age makes it difficult for you to see through the fog of what is going on. The truth. Groups at school are a waste of time, they take your attention away from what really matters in your life and will in your future, and that is your grades and learning.
If you concentrate on your academics and your grades, and become recognized as 'a brain' that will give you the power and position that you feel you are missing right now. Besides, your future will be brighter. If you screw up now, it will follow you for the next 60 years maybe 70 or your life, and in a few short years you will come to recognize yourself just how totally unimportant any of these groups were in your life.
You have to make reading, studying, and achieving the most important think in your life, maybe also music if you have learned to play anything. When you have something worth while in your days, the rest just fades away into the background. Forget what you think others are thinking, saying, etc about you.
Most likely they are more concerned about what they thing others are saying about themselves. I wish I had the magic words to say to you, and I wish I could do a re-wind in my own life back to those years that you are at right now. I promise you, I would be a straight A student, be the teachers pet, earn a full scholarship for myself to the best college in the country, and to total hell with the worthless kids who were in school with me.
They didn't pay for my doctors, for my education, they did nothing in favor of my future nor for my entire whole life after I left school and Never Saw Any of Them Again. Remember, at best, friends are only temporary. Family is forever and so is your education.
YOur entire way of life and future does really depend on what you do now for yourself. Read, study, achieve, love yourself, get a hobby, a dog, or cat or even fish. Get your mind involved within a good world , one that you create for yourself.
Good luck, and I sincerely mean that. I also despised the toxic manners and speech of our youth, it is disgusting and worthless. Don't give in to such garbage mouths.
Take the High Road for Your self. You sound like a good kid, and give your mother a chance. Write her a long note so she has the chance to read and re read it.
She may not respond the way you wish, but she may respond better than not at all like now.
It's not fair that they are doing this too you, you didn't do anything wrong! But don't kill your self, that is not gods plan for you! It will get better....I promise, bc after you graduate you won't know any of those crappy people you went to high school with.
Just hold on...you will get rewarded in the end for it. I sware!
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.