No. When you ask God for forgiveness He forgives you and forgets about. However, in order to ask for and receive forgiveness you have to believe in and confess Otherwise, He can't forgive you no matter how much He desires to do so.... So in a nutshell, if you are a Christian (meaning you have confessed Jesus) and you have asked God for forgiveness for what you did, your slate has been wiped completely clean, SPOTLESS.
And you have been JUSTIFIED through the shed blood of Jesus Christ. What does justified mean. It means it's JUST IF I'D never done it.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.