If you a famous pastor ,can you become an actor or would god think your work 4 him was a lie? Or can you be both?

Give up praying with rosary. That is not a Christian practice. Jesus died for your sins.

Receive Him as your Lord and follow Him. Stop praying to Mary and to idols. Read John 3.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.