I would definitely stop. I had a friend pass away in October from drinking. She was only 45.
I drink blueberry juice. It is high in antioxidants and has a ton of health benefits.
None alkoholic beer, or shloer, that seems to have an alcoholic taste, sorry to hear about your relative.
I no longer drink alcohol at all and haven't for a few years now so it wouldn't be an issue for me.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.