I think gender fluid might be the word for it, which usually goes hand-inhand with bisexuality/ pan-asexuality. As for where the silver lining is, I'm not sure. Good luck, whatever it is, don't be afraid to be you.
Even if you're not sure who that is yet. ;).
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.