Satan has gotten a hold of you. You don't see what God sees. God loves you so much (did you read that---God the Father loves you) that He sent His Son, Jesus to earth via a virgin birth and to live a perfect, sinless life and to die on the cross and shed His blood as a ransom payment to free you from YOUR SINS.
This is how we don't have to go to eternal torment---Jesus paid the penalty price for our sins. All we have to do is have faith in Jesus and repent of any sinful ways. If God loves you, does it matter what other think or don't think?
God doesn't make mistakes. God loves you and wants you to be with Him forever. Now is your time to return to God the loves He deserves.
God wants you to love His Son and to love others as you want to be loved and to do what He wants when the world tells you that God's ways are wrong. Seek Jesus and find what life is really about. Leave the gothic lifestyle and follow Jesus who loves you so much that He was willing to die as payment for your sins.
Find a non-denominational Christian church and live for the One who saves people from eternal torment. May God Bless You Always.
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