I'm an agnostisized-athideistic can of worms with homosexual tendencies?

Why don't you pray to God, whenever you feel afraid, worried, depressed. Try confessing him your wrongs and sins and ask Him for forgiveness for the sake of His Son Jesus Christ who gave his life as sacrifice to wash us from them and lead us to Heaven. Study the New Testament Bible to see how Jesus Christ's example and teachings did influence the world from ancient ways of tyranny, violence, slavery to more freedom, peace, love, goodness, gradually improving the western world better than other parents of the world, until people got overfed with wealth and abandoned God and Christ, depending on technology and self-righteous teachings usually copied from Bible and just cutting references to God.

Study the fulfilled prophecies about people of Israel being scattered around the world and then returned to their land. That gentile nations will worship the God of Israel by following a descendant of king David - fulfilled in Jesus Christ. And many others.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.