Sorry to inform you, but you ARE a heavy drinker; hairsplitting aside. But hey, if you still have a job, you must be doing something right. I would consider either vodka soaked gummi bears or buttchug if you need to ingest that much alcohol but don't want to smell like the lush you are.
Vodka... but... I would adjust the time and limit when I drink. Kinda a been there done that. Don't want to lose a job.
I try to limit one or two drinks a nite. More on a Friday Saturday. Good luck!
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