Im recovering mentally and emotionally ,my vision is also a work in progress;Is there a way to socialize when recovering?

First world problems. Maybe try gaining some perspective on your life. It's irrelevant, as there are many people who will love your butt.

...do you see how weird that sounds? It felt weird just typing it. God damn, get over it.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.