I'm six weeks counting 38 weeks and the doctor seen nothing in my ultrasound...did I miscarry?

It seems you miscarried! Usally your levels go up with pregnancy! If you still haven't gotten your period I would just wait maybe they couldn't see it!

When I was spotting they did a internal and found my son and his heart was beating and he's now 3.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.