I'm starting to get really depressed with suicidal thoughts. Please help me?

I'm going through the exact same thing! It's so weird that everything you wrote I can relate with. I have terrible depression and social anxiety.

This year I got put into online schooling because of the panic attacks I was having at school. The only thing different about me is I got myself into the terrible world of self harm. DO NOT EVER TRY IT.

I did it once and promised myself never again but now I've been doing it for two years. The only advice I have is try to talk to someone. It really does help.

Even though talking to someone won't fix everything it does help a little. I really hope you get better and stay strong though this hard time in your life. :).

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.