When I was 11 years old, I wanted to killmmyself because I was bullied alot. I didn't.. A friend reminded me that no matter what God is here and he is listening and he loved me so much that he sent Jesus Christ to die for me.. I am now 17 and life is better.. I am glad I didn't kill myself cause greatness is waiting on me.. Greatness is also waiting on you too. Friends aren't everything and sometimes family members are clueless.
However there must be someone you can Talk to I hope. I don't want you to kill yourself. I often try to help persons on here cause I've been there.. I The of life isn't smooth.. It's rough but you need to push on please.. You never Know what the future holds..don't give up this might just straighten you All the best to you.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.